AkitoUzumaki

im slipping falling into an endless abyss the ones that i love are the ones i shall miss my heart is the mirror your actions the rock i watch my heart shatter as i want to shout out FUCK i watch you in his arms and im left in dismay for him to be I, is what i wish someday I look to the past for the memories i adore i dont hate you or regret you nor call you a whore your in my heart and forever shall stay well be together again i hope, someday.

You told me you were mine I said i was yours you went with him i waitedyour still with him i still waitied birthday comes around a surprise i have planned he says your done what was to be two stays stuck as one my mind races my heart skips to think this just happened, aint that a trip once again my heart is attacked feels like theres a knife in my back my world comes crashing down so much shit crashing i feel i might drown but ill pick myself up and live on i wish for things, wish you wernt gone ill still be thinking of youeven though you said were through my heart will ache this pain seems to take the cake ill wonder how

my head is spinning my heart isnt winning how much more pain can i take my hearts reduced to a crumpled up flake of what it used to be so full and happy now it lays there drowning in despair old bandages and duct tape litter the ground beneath its wake it just wants some love no more push no more shove let it heal let it grow itle be strong again you know give it time give it space conceal it from the human race until its full and beating once more it will be something everyone will adore a heart full of love and glee ill show you love will you show me how to take it slow how to feel this love i dont want to conceal i wa

I want a girl who loves who I am, in am my clumsy accident dorky me-ness. I want a girl that would let me hold her and then laugh as she tries to break free because I dont want to let go of her. I want a girl that can come with me to a park and Ill sing her songs where everyone can hear me and hear my love for her while I rest my head in her lap, and she just blushes and smiles and runs her hand through my hair. I want a girl that can go along with my lame attempts at trying to make her laugh. I want a girl that slap me and make fun of me because were that comfortable together. I want a girl who will join me in my attempts at singing. I want